Last night the room mates all stayed up airing their grievances to each other, nitpicking over who said what because apparently we've been letting feelings accumulate or something.
So, revelation.
My room mates find nothing wrong with me.
The only other time I was this stunned in the recent past was when I got 46 in Environmental Education despite the fact that I'd written an essay on Rainwater Harvesting when the question CLEARLY asked for Watershed Management.
More revelations.
I found out that some people who are friends are fat bitches who are evil and will bitch about you behind your back.
I found out that you don't necessarily need to live in the same room as someone to validate your friendship with them.
And sometimes living with your friend fucks things up so bad that it's pretty much nothing anymore.
Man, these relationship things spin my head, okay? Let's all, like, talk to each other only when we want to, and only about the weather, because that's the only thing that some people can say to each other anymore without running the risk of .. there isn't even a word.
I've been screwing around with my sleep cycle, sleeping at 2, getting up at 7, and being half-asleep and headachy all day. It's worth it because this schedule yesterday allowed me to eat chocolate cake, chicken burger, chicken roll, and puchkas.
So we survive, we survive.
Speaking of weird sleep cycles, I drove 50 miles at 3 this morning to have breakfast at this all-night place I went to 3 years ago with friends. It wasn't nearly as fun alone on a Thursday morning. I've lived with friends before. Venting frustrations is dangerous. Everyone smiles, but they hate you for what you say. NO ONE takes criticism well. That's why I give them the finger when their back is turned. Hurts no one and makes you feel better.
ReplyDeleteyou call 2 fucked up??...i went to sleep at 6:30 day before yesterday...and i dont understand people and relationships between people too well...so yay!!
ReplyDeleteYour roommates find nothing wrong with you? I'm surprised. Not because I find you hopelessly flawed, but because it's SUCH an aberration from the usual trend.
ReplyDeleteAnd who is fat bitch :(
You stuff yourself, become fat and act bitchy. Revenge only. Two can play at that game :p
I love you.
I think you need to stop listening to Maroon 5.
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